i cant find a place to release or forget the feeling but today has been a bad start for me..
i really dunno what to say.. i failed my exam.. and worse thing is i made a mistake in front of boss
see another stupid embarassing moment for me.. like wtf.. i dunno how to feel now.. sitting back here alone feels like as though im the most stupid person on earth.. now my self esteem is really low.. i dunno wat to say myself.. sometimes i really want to run away because of this.. cant find someone whom i can trust and feeling comfortable with to tell how i actually feel right now..
fuck man.. seriously fml.
still dun feel better after this but at least im making myself look “busy” and stupid
really wan to find some place to hide so that nobody can see how pathetic i am.
