What is success? And what is failure? How does one define these two simple words? We can easily define the meaning of each word by looking at the dictionary, but in reality do we all interpret it the same way? I don’t think so. People always set different range of target for themselves, they have their aims and goals to achieve. Success and failure can sometimes become a very fine line because to some people one kind of result or achievement may mean success or even failure. So like the saying goes, there is nothing certain in this world. Generally, people will judge you as a successful person by looking at how much money you earned as well as your career prospects. Does others point of view matter a lot? Truthfully speaking, it matters to us to a certain extent because we will use it as a source of motivation to carry on with what we are doing. If we work hard, does it guarantee that we will be successful? I’m not sure about this because I think sometimes we need some luck too in order to achieve what we want.

We can definitely set our priorities right, we can set our goals, we can lay out plans as to what we will be doing to achieve that objective. As selfish as a human can be, which is a sad truth to the most of us, and as much as how we lay out the plans effectively, we are bound to face obstacles which could eventually lead to failure and might also affect our self-esteem too. Although we may have already identified mistakes or flaws, finding a solution to make improvements is another matter because at times we can run out of idea or literally do not know where or how to correct that error. This can be very demotivating and frustrating to a person especially when he/she not able to achieve what they want despite all the efforts poured out. Why is that? Where is the problem? Sometimes you just do not know where the problem lies which can be very frightening to them because deep inside them, they really want to achieve sometimes but couldn’t.

Fail to plan, plan to fail.

It may be true, but to really look at why we fail, we really need someone to help us look at different angle which is why counseling helps because they will help us to explore ourselves and look things at a different angle. Success also relies on the adaptability of a person, whether he/she can adapt to an environment or situation that they are in proves to be vital. If we see a person is very good at adapting themselves, it shows that they are smart and therefore chances for them to success is high. Of course, everyone faces failure in their life but whether they can accept it and climb back up is another question. In the early stage of life, most adolescence do not recognise the feeling of failure because their life has been a smooth sailing experience. But as we come closer to adulthood, things start to change, they begin to face challenges which they have never encounter before and there will be a time that they will be given a taste of failure and to some first timers will tend to make their life miserable because they have never fail in their life. But then we must understand that, without failure we will never learn things and never know where our mistakes could be. I can view my early failures as good sign because I feel that it is better for me to realise all these things before I step into the real world which may or may not give me some culture shock. I somehow have a feeling that by going through all these will eventually enable me to be prepared for a transition to the working life and that I can use my experience to overcome my challenges I may face in future.

I may be a useless person for now in terms of studying and not being able to achieve good results in a way I wanted to, but I swear that whenever I start my career I will be successful as I want to be. My definition of being successful is being able to do things well by planning my financial resources, I don’t think of being rich but I want to be able to afford what I want or what I need. Though I will feel useless as now, but I will not be the same in future because I believe in myself that I will be able to achieve what I want. For now, what is in my mind is that I want to be a skillful yet responsible driver, never felt as useful as before while remaining as kind as I am. I certainly do not want to change into a very self-centered person because of what I have achieved. I want to be well off by being smart in managing my finance and eventually allow my money to work for me even when I do not have to do anything. I am actually viewing my failures as a good start of my long journey but due to the constant failure I’m facing which costs a lot of money, I am totally lost and feel really useless and disappointed to myself. I believe that even though I may not be good in studies, who knows I will be better when I come to work but I also have to face the fact that there is a chance for me not to have a successful career too but I am determined to be successful. When come to think of it, many people view successful as being able to earn a lot of money but we tend to overlooked that job satisfaction also can make you feel successful as well. Deep inside me have this very strong feeling that I can do that in future and now it is not the time for me and the failures I’m facing now is training myself to be strong for years to come.

It is funny that every human wants to avoid failure when we know the fact that it is completely unavoidable and is bound to happen anytime, anywhere in any stage of our life. If we are strong enough, we can use failures as a well taught lesson to avoid the same mistake. People cry out loud when they face failure and thought they will fail forever, it is hard to tell why some of them always fail, probably because of low morale, low motivation, nobody that support them to move on. I believe that the people who are facing failures are hoping that someone out there can guide them to see the light because nobody can be as strong as they want to when you have a low self-esteem. They will tend to shut themselves out from any light if they go through rough pathways themselves but if they have someone who is experienced enough to rely on, then they will be more than willing to fight because there is someone guiding them to where they are heading to.

So how a person can be considered as successful and failure? The question is how are you going to judge them based on what perspective you are looking on. You may look at the amount of hardwork they have done, their achievements regardless of how they did it and vice versa.

Success, we must do something to be successful. As for failure, we don’t have to start doing anything also can be deemed as fail too. Sounds simple isn’t?

Two days have passed for the booth and I have learned many things from there. I learned how difficult it is to operate a business without a proper and precise plan to begin with. As far as the sales goes, it is selling quite ok except for my drinks which is rather disappointing. Due to the time constraints that we have during weekdays, I realised that we did not have enough time to properly work on the marketing plan, operational plan, and management plan. As the saying goes “It is not the amount of time you put into the work, it is about the amount of hard work that you have poured into”, however I really do believe that we did not have enough time to go make all this plan and implement it. We got to have passion in what we are doing, otherwise there will be no force of motivation to operate a business.

I believed that if we had worked on the aforementioned business plans, the booth will certainly perform even better than what it is now. However, a good business plan does not equate to profit. And what that means is a good business plan will not guarantee a lucrative profit because it needs to be implemented properly, and therein lies a good leadership. One of the major factor that keeps the business going is the whole workforce. Why I said so? It’s because when your employee does not have the motivation and spirit to help you, then your business plan will fail as a result. I find that, without the feeling of motivation from the entire workforce, it is very tough for me to push out for sales when I see other people is doing nothing. I would say it can be very easily affected to other employee and it is very dangerous for a business person.

A good teamwork will automatically have good spirit and motivation and most importantly they know where are they going. When a business is going no where, then the spirit will go down to the drain. So a good leader is very important for that matter because leader is always the one who keeps the thing going.

I also realised that it is utterly important to have your products and services work as intended because it gives you a sheer confidence and passion to continue with what you are doing. As what I am experiencing now, I wanted to make a carbonated drink for people to give them the freshness feeling. Unfortunately, even though I bought the sparkling water shit I failed to make a nice sparkling drink up for sale. It didn’t live up to my expectations and I completely lost the will to sell it and feel like abandon the whole thing. I wish I could continue to improvise of what I am doing, but then due to the limited time and budget reasons, I do not wish to waste any more money on it because it is really costly. With that being said, what we can do now is to try and sell as much as we can at a cut throat price.

Conducting a business is not all about making plans, a business owner also has to be adaptive to the current condition. Strategy and planning may change overtime, and we have to keep making changes in a rapid pace. For example, I initially thought that selling a sparkling juice will be nice and definitely be a hit but then an unforeseen circumstances made the idea fail. The problems that I encountered was the difficulty in maintaining the CO2 in the drink which is impossible without a proper equipment. Second, is the cost of the ingredient.

To ensure that the idea of yours will work as it supposed to, first thing you must have in your mind is that, do you have the capacity to fund the idea? Then only you start thinking and predict what are the problems may appear, like how are we suppose to keep the ice from melting? Do we have the container? How are we going to make the drink in a most efficient manner? Ah yes.. the cost.. I didn’t realise that calculating the cost of a cup of drink could be so tedious, we had to take the cost of packaging and materials needed into account. That’s one problem, and another problem is how are you going to calculate it since you are purchasing those materials in bulk?! Like I couldn’t determine the exact amount of sparkling water needed and the nata de coco.

As always, my first impression over things is often wrong. I actually felt very confident that my drink will sell like hot cake but turns out to be the opposite. Quite disappointing and frustrating. Really.

I know I complain a lot, but I just can’t stand looking at people who join in the club and actually doing nothing! That pisses me the most but bryan himself did not rant a single word. I’m quite impressed with him though and looking back at myself, I just feel very scary of the way I behave and attitude. I really really want to change these two, selfish and calculative. That is what I want to change first. Looks like the next time when I hear other people’s idea, I must not criticize it before I know anything about it.

Through this project, all I can say is that I actually enjoyed doing things behind the scene rather than standing outside and promote things or deal with people. I tried to step out from my comfort zone, and honestly though it didn’t feel good but I still managed to step out of there and I just don’t feel that I’m enjoying doing all these things. But one thing for sure though, I really really enjoy doing things behind the scene to support the frontline people. When I do that, I feel very fun and happy because I know that what I’m doing is actually supporting them. I can feel that I’m trying my best all the time when I do this kind of thing.

When we talk about business plan that can change over time, what I meant by it was, for instance, while we are doing business, suddenly an idea comes out of no where that can be a good idea at times. I also realised that sometimes when you are too honest with your customers, it will somehow turn them away and you have to suffer the lost. Presentation is also very important in making good impression for customers. It is one of the major source of attraction because customers can feel the sense of professionalism and “richness” of a company. One thing our president pointed out in relation to this presentation is that a booth cannot be empty because it gives the impression of “nothing-to-sell”. When there’s a crowd at a booth, it will naturally attract people to their store because human beings are always filled with curiosity and wonder what is going on with the booth.

I now also can see why marketing is vital because the role of marketing is to inform the public about what is going on with your company and if a company has been actively and aggressively market their product and service coupled with a good presentation that has the sense of professionalism element in it, then the odds of being successful is high.

Ah.. Now I’ve reached to the end of the class, honestly yeah I feel a bit sad that the class has come to the end. In the class, I’ve learned quite a number of things which I didn’t really know about it previously. Things like making a video that synchronizes with the music will create some impact for the audience.

I wonder why I never thought of it before, but after learning those basic techniques, I began to watch music videos with more critical observation. Haha, I don’t know exactly why am I doing this anyway. Throughout the class, there were many ups and downs. Things that made me frustrated, happy and sad. The most frustrating for me and I can remember it vividly was someone whom I worked with did not show up and get the assignment done.

Although no marks were given on this particular assignment, however as a team mate he should’ve be responsible for what he is working for. I know it’s a small matter, I never take it to my heart, I’m just letting out my frustration in this post. But I have to say that I have one great team mate where we worked together as a team. Dennis, I want to take this opporunity to say thank you for being such a cooperative person and willing to get things done on time.

Without you, I don’t think we can complete our assignment on time. I had a great experience with you when we were working together, during filming and newsletter. Also, I would like to say thank you to Iman for being so helpful all the while. Whenever I’m in doubt, she will help me, I know that I was asking too much during the class so I’m very sorry about it. However, I appreciate what you have helped me so much.

Finally, but not least, I would like to thank Mr.Avila, although he has been strict during the class. I mean last few weeks ago when we first started our CCP he was kinda scary to everyone of us. No one likes it, but I know that actually what he wanted is to get our things done so that we are able to submit it on time. Probably he even knows that a lot of us have not much time after the class.

Anyway, after this post, I won’t be writing it anymore because blogging is not my type. I don’t fancy thinking what to write everyday. I feel a bit sad now because I won’t be continue writing this blog anymore.. So, let’s just take this blog as the end of my Communication Technology Class.. Good bye to everyone =)

Many people have been looking for the best anti-virus software in the world. But I have to say that nothing in this world is perfect. Well, yes we do have best software, but bear in mind it is not a perfect product. It doesn’t mean that it can detect ALL viruses.

One question though, do we actually need a anti-virus software for our computer? For some experts, they claim that they don’t need anti-virus to protect their computer. Is it a necessity to have anti-virus? I’m not so sure whether it’s a necessity or for a peace of mind.

There are few great freeware anti-virus, AVG by Grisoft, Avast! by Alwil Software (Personally used myself), AntiVir by Avira and etc.. These 3 are the most common freeware on the net, there are also free virus scanner for users like TrendMicro, Kaspersky and etc.

I would say that, the best prevention from getting infected by virus is your brain. Why I said so? Very simple, to get infected by virus, what you can do is by clicking blindly in the junk mail, or simply download a warez on the net and that way you will have a very high risk of getting infected.

*Sighs*

Haha, lots of sighs in my post, I do sigh a lot in my life too. It becomes normal for me, maybe because I think too much? And probably that’s one of the reason why I have white hairs! LOL

Course mark eh.. Well, actually today I got to know my average for my families and a bit dissapointed that I couldn’t achieve what I aimed for. When I first got to know the marks, I had mix feelings like a bit happy and unhappy. I was happy because I knew I could get pretty good final grades and unhappy because I couldn’t touch 90 border.

I really want get into Monash because there are more choices compared to Lancaster or Victoria University. – When I told somebody that I’m going to take a 6-month break, most of them will say I will waste my time in these 6 months.

Well, yeah 6-month of break might seemed to be very long period, but I have my firm decision to have 6-month break. – I chose to break so long is because I want to make a very careful consideration of which course I’m going to be in. I don’t want to make rush decisions that will make me regret and waste the money and my time.

I find it much better when I know myself that I chose the right course and path and work towards for my future than making rush decisions for now. So, is 6-month break long time? Think again.

It’s quite sad to see that the disaster strikes one after another, as we all can see, China experienced 7.8 magnitude of Richter scale and we had this Myanmar cyclone as well. *Sighs* I feel that I’m so lucky to live in Malaysia because there are no such disasters happen in here. The worse come to worse is flood around the area.

But it’s a bit stupid that the military government refused to accept any help from any of the country. I mean they are heartless to refused aids from any organizations and they would rather see their people die just like that without giving them a proper treatment.

When the people there are rich, there are filthy rich, the poor ones are extremely poor. So they are pretty much helpless for the poors because they don’t have money to buy clothes and stuff. – Look at China, earth quakes just happened, and they accept the aids from around the world and see how much lives they are able to saved.

Taken from www.huffingtonpost.com

 

Ok.. I’m quite happy with where I am now, I got quite high marks for this particular subject. So for now I can give a sigh relief that I have the possibility for a high 80’s. – But as long as the exams are not over, I’m still quite worried that I’m not able to score at least low 90’s for the 3 subjects.

As I said always, I’m not quite confident that I will get all 90’s in all 3 subjects. The reason why I must get so high, is because my parents are hoping me to get into Monash University. I’m also hoping that I would be able to get in too, but I’m not really optimistic with my current result and my stand.

Is 90’s mark a bit unrealistic for me to achieve? I know it’s possible to achieve but what about my ability to achieve it? – I always doubt myself, I not sure why.. But nonetheless, in these few days before the final comes I will study smart, not hard though haha =D

Finally I got it finished! But this is not the end, I got to make final checks to see if everything’s going right. Then after the final checks, my product will be ready to be “published”. Hahaha, that’s the end of comtech project, but we are getting closer and closer to the end of the class which only left with 3 classes. When come to think of it, it’s actually quite fast though, 3 days left of class and the next week will be the final exams.

Anyway, throughout the process of the CCP, overall I think I did ok and hopefully it’s attractive enough.. But whatever the results are going to be in my CCP, I’ll accept it. Let’s just say that I got bad marks for this particular project, I will tell myself, it doesn’t matter because at the end of the day the most important thing I have is the knowledge.

Without knowledge, we won’t be able to go far. Marks are just marks, only temporary, but for knowledge it sits in your brain forever. So which is more valuable? Definitely the knowledge. Nonetheless, at this moment every mark counts in my acedemic.

Although it has been out for quite some time, I’m still quite hesitant to update my OS to SP3. There are reports saying that there’s some errors going on in this SP3. The the reason I’m hesitant about it, is mainly because of this, it affects only to AMD platform system. There’s a hotfix available from Microsoft Update for this error.

SP2 is quite stable for now, so it’s worth waiting anyway. Windowsxlive.net reported that after installing the SP3 on AMD system, the user will experience endless cycle of successive reboot. Thus causing user unable to use their computer.

If I were to upgrade to SP3, and experiencing this problem, I think I will go crazy and wonder why I can’t boot up my computer successfully. I’m not an expert when it comes to computer, so I always think it’s best for me to wait for a software to “matured” then I will upgrade it.

Anyway, one thing for sure that Windows XP will extinct for the next couple of years or so. It’s just the matter of time..

The due date is getting closer and closer, but I have nothing to worry about as I’m confident that I’m close to finishing my CCP, except for my exams which I really want to score as high as possible. At the starting of this semester, I was aiming for 90 and above for each subject. However,until one of my lecturer consulted me saying that it’s a bit unrealistic for me to achieve such grade, yeah I actually realised from the beginning that based on my current academic learning attitude, where I will go a bit shy and have no self-confidence, deep down inside I really know that what I aim for was a bit too high. I really know that, on the surface I may seemed like do not know my ability.

Anyway, I am pushing myself from the beginning of this semester by trying to speak out more, don’t be shy and try to do the best I can. Whether at the end of the day I will get good grades or not, I don’t know.. So for this CCP, although my creativity is limited, I know my designs are dull and nothing attractive in it, I know myself that I tried to look for some ideas on certain websites and try to create it if I can.

I’m not copying the ideas, it’s just that I’m looking for ideas so that my designs will look more appealing. Sometimes I envy for those people whom can create such nice designs and has a creative brain. But am I pushing myself to the limit? Frankly speaking, I’m not sure.